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i haven't written in this since 2006
things are different now
i have 4 months of school left
start college in 6 months
a lot has changed since 2006
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[17 Oct 2006|05:40pm] |
im losing my best friend
its just not the same with her anymore
and it sucks
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[19 Jul 2006|12:11am] |
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i have nothing to do so why not write in LJ
im not going into a good place right now :/
and i was so happy?
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[29 Dec 2005|09:23pm] |
"there's another thing to learn about tears, they cant make somebody who doesn't love you anymore love you again"from The United States of Leland
I basically need to drill that in my head:/
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[29 Dec 2005|12:51am] |
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me=emotional wreck
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[25 Dec 2005|11:40pm] |
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And all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough
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[25 Dec 2005|08:55pm] |
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merry christmas
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[06 Dec 2005|08:44pm] |
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soo today i went to ctc to visit the photography and dental programs. britt tara merissa and phil were all in photography. me tara and merissa went to the bathrooms and they are so much nicer than northmonts! then we ate and went to our other picks which was the dental thing. i ended up meeting this girl matt has a thing with. she was pretty cool and she wants matts body bad.
then after school i went to allys. we did something that i cant tell but everyone will find out tommorrow. he he its pretty cool. then we ate taco bell and now im home..bored
im bored with livejournal i dont use it much anymore now its just mostly xanga in myspace
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[03 Dec 2005|05:41pm] |
well the past week has been okay.
last night i went to matt's house with kyle was there we hung out watched some msuci videos ha ha this one band was really bad. then adam came and we went to ians. we smoked in ians sweet basement..i love his room! then he turned this sweet light on and it like your shadows move it was sweet. well we hung out there for a bit then i dropped the guys off at matts then picked up ally and she spent the night. we made mac in cheese cause thats my munchie food ha. then we watched mary poppens then went to bed.
today i saw rent with colleen dayna karen tara and marissa it was sooo good and we were all crying except colleen ha.!
well im going to watch a movie with my parents then go to britts so im outt
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[27 Nov 2005|07:58pm] |
heyy!
i got back from tennessee today.. here's what i did...
friday left my house about 6, got there about 11. went to my g-ma's house for a bit then went to my papaws house and shopped for x-mas stuff. then we went out to eat. then i went to bed.
saturday my papaw and linda made us there awesome breakfast(ask brittany its amazing). then we got my g-ma and did some more shopping! we went to goodwill and i got a awesome power rangers shirt! then we ate in stuff.
then my aunt want to go to her friends house that she hadnt seen in while and she wanted me to re-meet her friends son, Travis cause he used to be my "boyfriend" when we were like 3 we used to play all the time. my aunt made it really embarrsing but then me and travis talked...we had nothing in commen but we actually got along good and ended up hanging out for awhile..we ended up drive around...(this is a really small town so there was nothing for us to do) . we danced to the Ying Yang Twins. ha ha but then i went back to my g-pas
today we left , i had the worst car ride home i had the worst cramps!! ahhhh pshh but my nephew gave me his bear to make me feel better..aww ha. but ya i really dont feel like going back to school tom. ahh!!!!
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[23 Nov 2005|04:52pm] |
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well yesterday i failed to test..ugh. but atleast i dont have school for 5 days.
last night was britts star wars party. colleen, ally, ian, kyle, matt, jared, patrick, and andrew showed up. we messed around for awhile then finally watched the movie. i couldnt hear most of it tho. i was kinda avioding kyle the whole time, but then he came up to me and said he missed me and stuff and i just lost it and had to go in the other room with him and i couldnt stop crying. but he hugged me and stuff so it was nice. i don't no whats going on between up now tho.
then everyone left and it was just me ally and britt for awhile talking about stuff.ha ha then ally left and me and birtt chilled for a bit then went to bed. and today she made some yummy pancakes and we watched a movie. that was nice
now im waiting to go get chinese with my mom and g-ma yay
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[20 Nov 2005|11:31am] |
i liked this one
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[19 Nov 2005|11:37pm] |
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this weekends been cool.
friday night ally, britt,colleen, lyndsi, and dayna came over to watch disney movies! we ended up watching beauty and the beast...ha ha the beast has monsterist balls
then we watched the faculty even tho its not disney
then today i watched the osu game with my dad! whoo osu won. then i went out to eat with the family. then britt picked me up and we went to colleens to watch more disney movies hannah and ally also joined us. we watch alice in wonderland and the little mermaid. then we chatted about stufff.
im in a theme community and the theme is "your body" so help me pick which ones to use...
( help me! )
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[17 Nov 2005|07:43pm] |
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wow it's so cold up in Ohio.
today was pretty boring but brittany did bring me over my belated b-day gift and it was super cute. then i went and had dinner with my mom.
i swear my dreams have been getting more depressing every night. and that's never happened before. i was crying at 3 in the morning last night cause of one i had. ughh i need to get over stuff. but it's so hard and how things are at school make it harder.
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[15 Nov 2005|08:28pm] |
school is getting better first B on a chem. test whoo go me.
i went to allys after school...chillin with her is always fun stuff whoo.
well no ones home and im blareing the bled..its nice
well thats it for now
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why do i even try sometimes
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[13 Nov 2005|12:21am] |
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Porcelain Hearts And Hammers for Teeth-the bled |
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yesterday i spent the night at allys me had some nice chats.
today i went to karens party! we totally had a rave going on in her basement! ha ha much fun
well i cant stop listening to 2 the bled songs....
heres lyrics to one of them
I'd burn alive to keep you warm when you're alone. Shiver under blankets in
the basement where our secrets sleep. You pour the liquor on the staircase,
girl. Pass the flask and close your eyes. Are you grieving for what we've
become? Are you running from that room? We set the evidence on fire. We
light cigarettes and chase out old regrets. Are you grieving for tonight? I
smell the sulfur on her skin (breathe in). Yesterday will be the end of you
and I. Yesterday will be the end of shoulders where we rest our head. Now we
grieve for tomorrow goes on without us. Now we breathe for no one else.
Everything is broken slowly sinking under waiting for tomorrow waiting for
the grave to tell me that she's lonely. Open up and hold me slowly feel my
body becoming one and only. Death is just an excuse to forget you. Now we
run from ourselves. Hope lies not in the mirror. I'll burn alive for you.
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today we had a 2 hour release at school :)
soo we had fingerpainting at colleens...funn stuff i finger painted a dinosaur names randy.
then we all hung out
ally called the home shopping network to ask some questions...ha ha "i dont think 2 feet of angel is enough for me"
then me ian and kyle went to kroger cause my mom had to run some arrends
even tho where friends i still miss him....
anyway i need to study for chemistry bad....
im outt
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